Hi!

 

Every once in a while i run in to a similare situation, always turning it to myself. Trying to figure out what i can do to make the change happen. Sometimes it's not about changing yourself. Sometimes it's about standing up for yourself and questioning it! The situation always leads to frustration and that i am not good enough. Why? because i let myself. It's hard to over and over again run in the same question same situation! 

 

What i should do i dont know this is not about making a change in the bigger picture it's a bout making a change for yourself. And changing this part of a relations ship for the better. 

 

How and what i should do i dont know but i guess there has to come a change!! 

 

The first part of this is to not have the currage of opening up and beinning vulnerable. After finding the currage and doing it times befor i no longer have the currage to take that extra step because the other part of this thing didn't for me. This has made me stay more in safe moode. I moode i wouldn't prefer because i know this also means constantly holding myself back but at the moment i don't have the currage!

 

Because in the end beeing vulnerable is scary and taking the leap and not getting caught is even more scaryer.