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Sitting and listening to music and starting to get quite inspired, memories from last summer and right now i am really looking forward to next summer. Looking forward to laying in a tent listening to the rain, hearing the waves hanging out with people i care about, hanging and meeting new people. Just beeing free doing and beeing who i want to be!

 

Beeing my crazy and weird self hanging out with friends driving a cross the country!! 

 

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Has been a okay day. Have been in the stable with a friend today and taken some pictures of her and her horse. Awsome to be in the stable again and great fun to take pictures again. Here are some of the many pictures i took today.

 

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early morning hanging out with my friend before she left. Has been a great weekend and begining of the week. Saw the new Hobbit movie - Good movie!!, dinners, cars, driving lessons, test, movies has been totally great.

 

Now i simply wish for the days to past me by fast, and that i get going with everything that has to be done. 

 

Really do like my new flat, been living here for little over a week and has been great. Here there is a lot more character then in my first place which i like and prefer.

 

 

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Today there was a act against Putin and his anti- gay laws and politics. Because civil rights are human rights. No matter what your sexuall orientation, religion, ethnicity, colour or other, we all are people and we are are human and we have the same rights!

 

There is no law that can stand against love. Because what really matters is if you have someone to love! Love is Love no matter who shares it as long as it shared it's always speciall! A feeling, a bound -> shared together in Joy and happyness sharing something speciall with that speciall someone! 

 

Here is a speech during Stockholm Pride 2013:

  

 

//Elise C 

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earlyer tonight i got kind of frustrated so i decided to take a walk, i came to places i didn't even know existed in this city which was kind of fun and the longing after having a four footed companion too share my walks with grew even stronger. It's great fun to just walk around and explore areas i never been in before. Not that the area in any way is speciall but living close to the forest still close to alot more is great. 

 

It's like living in the middle of everything and in the forest at the same time. I am also close to the tratting race area which is nice! Ofcourse it's not at all like beeing in the stable just hangning out and stuff but at least it's horses and they tend to make me happy :)

 

I have plans of exploring the area even more but that will happen some other day. From tomorrow and forward it seems like i am going to be quite busy, something i am actually looking forward to. On Saturday my friend is also coming here which i am looking forward to and yesterday i got company of an old friend who i haven't meet during the last three years so that was fun. 

 

I have also refound some piano music which i am listening to non-stopp right now love the melodies!! :D

 

Peace OUT!

 

//Elise C 

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Have been whatching a documentary about wolves this evening. Sooo inspiring i must say. My will of wanting to get to know even more about wolves grows bigger eveytime i see a documentary about them or something that has to do with wolves. They are quite facinating i must say. 

 

So many people fear them so many people want them all gone and many want to protect them. The debatt about wolves has been running every now and then and everytime a hunters dog gets attacked or killed the articles blom and the people against wolves start to discusse there existence!

 

Ofcourse it's not a good thing when dogs get killed and thoose kind of incidents happen. As a dog owner i would also be angry if my dog would be killed. Although you also have to look at the bigger picture what was the perpouse of the kill or how did it happen. Way to often we get in to a living area of a wolf pack or a lonely wolf and a incident unfolds. It's not okay although we have to learn to live beside each other and protect each and other also refering toothe wolves. 

 

They are so often feared, and so often a source of anger and dicussion. Many people in Sweden are well informed about the happenings that accure and still protect the wolf. Because somebody has to stand up for them. Many times the people standing up for the wolves are people not so likely to be effected by them. People living in the city or in areas where wolfs don't accure. I know it's different if you are a hunter or a farmer and have problems with them but still we have to find a way.

 

The wolves are a big inspiration for me and to work with wolves and beeing involved in the work of trying to find solutions to keep the wolf packs in Sweden and still have happy farmers would be amazing. 

 

Here is the amazing documentary i whatched this evening! :) 

 

//Elise C 

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Just got inspired and started to write what comes to mind. Before i always wrote like this and was totally great now a days it's kinda hard to be creative in this way because the constant school assignments that have to be done but it's nice to just sit and write sometimes really enjoy it!! <3

 

//Elise C 

 

 

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Here are some picutres i took of a friend and her hoorse during a photo shoot for some years ago. 

//Elise C 

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Just connected my old hard disk to my computer so i though that i would put up some old pictures here on my blog :)

 

These pictures are from the internships i did the summer of 2012 at a Icelandhorse farm (Jöklahästar) in Dalarna and at a dog organisation (Hundar Utan Hem). I had awsome weeks at both of these places as an intern and learnt a lot. 

 

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I though that i would send a big thanks to a wounderful friend who helped me to move and made it some what possible to do it the way it worked out. So awsome to have a friend that i can count on and that acutally is there when i in this situation needed someone to help me out!! 

 

Awsome!! so now i have some plans of a Photo shoot like i wrote in the last post here on the blog :)

 

//Elise C 

 

 

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My subconscious mind i guess plays a bigger roll then i sometimes think. Came back from the store for a while ago and unconsciouslly i had picked up things that i realized that i had bought when packing them in my bag xD Little bit weird but hey i guess it was a good thing.

 

Right now i hope to get out to the stable and horses and take pictures out in the snow would be awfully fun :) I guess i have to contact somebody and see if it's possible. So far i am most likely having a photo shoot with a friend and her horse which i am really looking forward to :)

 

//Elise C 

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My assignment is to write about Socialentreprenurs one that's maybe more known in Sweden or is in Sweden in the second one is a Internationall entreprenur so the question is then how should i read it, and what is a societyentreprenur/ socialentreprenur?

 

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Yesterday i cleaned out my first own apartment and had it looked over so now i am oficially out and done with it and ready to start something new where i am right now. Feels nice. I also had a fika with my old neighbour which was really nice. Intresting how soethings just don't stick in your head! :) 

 

I also got my internet working yesterday which is nice. So much easier keeping up with school then or even knowing what my schedule looks like is a good thing. 

 

So today i am going to work at home and try to get the latest assignment done or almost done :)

 

It's nice looking out the window seeing trees and other small houses. If i didn't know where i were i could might as well be in the alps or somewhere else nice and remote with a lot of snow and wilderness around. Quite so wild it's not around here but way nicer then staring out on cement blocked houses :)

 

 

 

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Because i miss the stable and horses alot i decided to look around as usual. So started looking on some horses that are for sale and fell little bit for one. It's a blue dun gelding living in the south of Sweden. 6 years old and not broken in yet. Nice gaits most likely okay for light competition but not for higher levels. Yes my goal has been to start to compete and before i had the same goal as so many others to compete in the Swedish Championships one day. Although ofcourse that could be fun but, what i would rather do is to find a nice horse who i appriceate and that makes me happy. If that great companion is not a horse that i will be able to compete with on a high level right now it dosen't matter that much. For me building up a trust between me and the horse doing things together and having a good time is more important and if that also means having fun on lighter competitions thats just a plus. 

 

I know that it's hard to buy a horse right now but a dream is a dream and the plan came already two three years back when i started at Dille and then we actually bough a new horse and i had many horses on training and keeping the possibilitys open of actually also buying them in the end. So far the timing has not been just where i would like it to be but hopefully things will unravell and the time will come. :)

 

Here is a picture of my great little girl that sadly got to leave the earth life way to soon!

 

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Today i took the chance before the night started to fall and went out and took some pictures of the snow covered landscape. Nothing speciall with the light which was kinda boring but hey i at least was out and took some picutres which was nice :)

 

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My serching after a new phone keeps on going. My phone that i have now has been giving up the last half year. Turning of, lagging, turning down pages, sounding weird when i call the list is long. So i have had a plan about getting a new one. I was on my way to get a new phone on my 20th birthday but i am not intrested in a iPhone so i got things for my flat instead and keept my old phone. So now i am on serche again for a new phone the question is just which one.

 

I have been quite decicif about not getting a very big phone and neither one that is easy breakable because i am in the stable and in the woods and so on so i dont want a piece of glas that breaks in a couple of seconds.

 

So far i have decided that i want to stick to Samsung and then i decided to get the Xcover until i realized that the internal memory is very low which obviously wont work out so then i started to think again and started to consider a galaxy s4 active but they are not that durable as they seemed so thats not either an option. so now i am looking again and found a couple that could work. Still haven't decided yet. Although i have a friend who just got a new phone som i am going to check what she thinks about it and see if that could be a good phone. 

 

We have had the same kind of phone the last couple of years o why not xD Not that bad if my phone is low on battery to just be able to switch the batteries for a little while xD

 

Hi!

 

My serching after a new phone keeps on going. My phone that i have now has been giving up the last half year. Turning of, lagging, turning down pages, sounding weird when i call the list is long. So i have had a plan about getting a new one. I was on my way to get a new phone on my 20th birthday but i am not intrested in a iPhone so i got things for my flat instead and keept my old phone. So now i am on serche again for a new phone the question is just which one.

 

I have been quite decicif about not getting a very big phone and neither one that is easy breakable because i am in the stable and in the woods and so on so i dont want a piece of glas that breaks in a couple of seconds.

 

So far i have decided that i want to stick to Samsung and then i decided to get the Xcover until i realized that the internal memory is very low which obviously wont work out so then i started to think again and started to consider a galaxy s4 active but they are not that durable as they seemed so thats not either an option. so now i am looking again and found a couple that could work. Still haven't decided yet. Although i have a friend who just got a new phone som i am going to check what she thinks about it and see if that could be a good phone. 

 

We have had the same kind of phone the last couple of years o why not xD Not that bad if my phone is low on battery to just be able to switch the batteries for a little while xD

 

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Just had my first webexam think it went quite okay. At least feelt good. Right now i am sitting and longing after a horse and to get out in the stable again. WIth small words this thing being without a horse dosn't work. I really want a horse to work with and just to hang in the stable is soooo nice!! Some people that are not use to horses and being in the stable may think i am weird but it's a great way of just relaxing and finding happyness! :)

 

And also it's always happening new things and always things to do which is great fun! Everything you have to do maybe isn't always the most fun thing to do but is apart of having a horse and feels great when you are done! 

 

Having a horse is far from riding it. It's so much around it that riding many times is only a little part of it but hanging in the stable meeting people riding, doing things together or just taking a quiet walk with your friend is awsome! :)

 

Hi!

 

If you think i am weird sometimes i at least ain't alone about it. Here is the actress of the "Hunger Games" in a interview!

 

 

//Elise C

 

 

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Today i have kept on fixing with my flat and moving things from shelfs in to boxes. Now it's starting to look like i am really on my way and that the move is close. So here are some pictures:

 

HI!!

 

Yesterday was great, even though i bearly sleept because i simply couldn't i went up in did my exam. How it went i don't know but i at least answered 5/6 questions so thats good. 

 

In the Afternoon i headed of to Tingshuset to meet som friends and help them move things down to a new storage place. Within the association i have been active in at times. 

 

After moving the stuff i stayed in the house and ate dinner with a friend which was fun!! Long time ago we saw each other. 

 

The evening was mostly calm and talked to my friend down in south which was fun even though it somewhat started with a disapointment.

 

//Elise C 

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Here is a great movie about the Icelandic horse! Just whatched this movie and now back to studying!

 

 

 

 

//Elise C

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The days are passing me by and my numbers as a city person is numbered. It's these days i start going back in my mind thinking of everything that has happened the last months of my life. Tonight i am sleeping in my soffa simply because i feelt like it. Earlier i have only let my friends sleep on the soffa so now it's my turn. I am also trying to pack as much as possible today and the coming days. Tomorrow i am going to buy some more boxes and pack as much as possible and still leaving the things i need everyday, food is one good example xD

 

Every thing i can say right now is that it's totally great to live away from home and not at school. So much more freedom. Things are up to me what i feel like doing and not doing. Not that things are that different but i have the choice to do whatever which is nice. 

 

Music. Candle lights, and just laying down in my bed soffa thinking, quite nice. RIght now i am really looking forward to what is coming up next. The move, hanging with friends, music, photographing things that i pass by in life. Living, hopefully soon going to the stable again and hopefully seeing my little girl again!! Would also be fun to work with her again!! And hopefully she is well enought for that to be possible! 

 

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Just whatched this movie clip about a police!! A great movie i must say!! And yes it makes you think as a driver and as a person that every now and then am in that kind of setting where the risk of this happening could be a fact maybe think one and two steps further of taking somebodys keys could be nessesary or help somebody home! 

 

 

 

//Elise C 

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Feel totally messed up at the moment. can't seem to find any concentration and think i am getting sick again. Just not the right time, with a week until i start two new courses and many exames the coming week. RIght now if i could i would go to the stable and hang out with the horses and maybe train a horse or something and just focus on the horse. Or take a long walk with a dog or something. But unfortunally that's not the case. My dog is 60 mil from here just like my horse. 

 

Trapped more or less. dosen't feel to great but with a boost of energy i am at least going to try to get things done! 

 

I guess that the uncertantie that also is a fact right now is kinda effecting me and a maybe not that good way either. 

 

 

 

 

 

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i just whatched this movie clip. Very intresting and i will whatch it again tomorrow!! So many times people are so fear full. To not have the currage to take the leap into the unknown. To be willing to take a step without the guareente of getting anything back. I just like so many other people also fear this but i sometimes try to stand of the edge and do a half step and to in the end having somebody grabbing my hands and pulling me down. If it really happened yet i don't know. 

 

It's many times the fear that keeps us inside our little box. It's most likely also within the box we feel like nothing happens and life is standing still bacause we are to fearfull of taking the first step and making the leap just like so many around us. 

 

In the end we are so many peolpe that want to take the leap but don't have the currage to and there for stand still in our boxes and then find other things to focus on that not to seldom is about finding things that are wrong often connected with our selves. 

 

To whatch the movie clip klick on the clip below:

 

 

 

//Elise C

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The last week before my christmas break was most likely the worse week when it comes to stress. Bearly could sleep constantly studying and lived in some bubble. Everything that had to do with feeling was locked away and i was more like a robot. Now when i am back i realize what is missing and the small things that i before didn't really see as anything speciall i now miss. All thoose small things that i somewhere liked and kind of looked forward to because it was a little part of a big picture that right now wont happen. That will be different.

 

Right now i am really looking forward to moving. Now when it's not much time left i also start to think about my time here from the start until now. It dosen't make things better i must say! 

 

The questions i had when i got on the train the first time after the summer the pictures i got that gave me a clue and everything that's happened sience that day. every little moment that i remember. Every gathering, Christmas market, late nights, driving lessons, weekends on the country side, getting to know new people. The first time i meet them. The first days and the lessons in school. 

 

A lot has happened sience i sat on the train thinking and wondering what would happen during the months i had infront of me that i am now leaving behind me. 

 

I knew myself then and i know myself now and hopefully i can find a way to make some details work. Because in my world at the moment more or less everything is details that contribiute to a big picture called life. 

 

A pice of art that different moments, people, situations and days give different light and colours. A way of living, a way of thinking. Everybody contribute something to my art work and picture. In different neuanses, and shapes but still contributing to it. 

 

I would be a fun future project to make the picture in to a real picture with shapes and coloures. 

 

Actually it's kind of funny when a person and it's favorite colour contribute the same thing and in many ways mean the same thing for me. Hm just a random though that came to mind :)

 

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This year our yearly spring hike will take place in Spain and Barcelona. We started for about 12 years ago to every year go on a spring hike. The amount of people that has paticipated has varied thoughout the years. Although as a steady group we have been about 7-8 people from the beginning i was one of the "kids" and now i am the only one paticipating. Why? well i love the nature i love getting out, hanging at the camp fire taking it easy talking, getting down in the sleepingbag in the evening in the end of the day. Happy about another day of hiking and also to have completed it. To lay down next to the water and hear how the water is splashing against the beach and then rolling back out again to deeper waters. The hear the birds and nature around me!! 

 

The last years my camera has also been a important part of the hike for me. To see new places and to whenerver i feel like it bring out a camera and try to capture that speciall thing that could and would make a great picture. 

 

So this year we will be hiking in Barcelona. And as a teen year university we hiked in The Yosemite and around June Lake national park in the USA which was awsome!! So really hope i can go with on this hike!

 

Kind of enoying if i can't because i really don't want to miss a year simply because i so far have paticipated every year.

 

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When i started working night it started to get light around 4-5 but now it's soon 7 and still pitch dark outside! So far it has been a good and calm night. My energy leavel has been steady and staying awake has not been hard at all which is nice! The hours has actually passed by quite fast. 

 

Whatching som intresting and fun TV shows. been talking to friends, and checked things up which i haven't had the time for earlyer. 

 

I have gotten kind of inspired and i am going to have a photo session some time in January! Just have to figure some more detales out and then i am on the roll :) 

 

Possible little bit similar to this session: Although i am thinking a little more wild and fun look (Y) and ofcourse a different kind of bakground :)

Hi

 

Yesterday i got kind of inspired and looked up some well known quotes of Dr seuss here are some of them:

 

 

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I just got the last answers on the new courses i applied for. So i am now going to read the courses " Celtic history and Culture" and "Horses siences and behavior" the first course is only 50% pace and the second one is 25% pace. So thats good if i will be able to do it all at the same time i am not sure. I get to wait and see what happens. 

 

Spring 2015 i also have 30 hp points of courses of my own choice and then i hope to go abroad to study. To what country i am not sure about yet but i am looking forward to it. If i don't do it earlier. Right now i will keep on studying until this summer and then most likely in the fall to. 

 

In third grade we have a course with the name Environmental Innovasion which i applied for, for my first term and it's still a course i am really looking forward to :)

 

//Elise C

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Right now at work and the last work shift for right now. So far it's going very well but the night is still young and a lot can happen from now and until the morning. But hopefully it will be a calm and uneventfull night. 

 

I also did a riding lesson today with my horse Toppur. Went quite okay. Not perfect but for beeing the fourth time riding since i moved to Jämtland and started to study in the in of August i am still happy with the result. I only rode my horse a little while yesterday and mostly in walk and actually have sorre muscles from that. I don't really want to know how it will feel tomorrow xD

 

Hopefully i will spend more time in the stable or around horses when i am back up north again. Which i am really looking forward to :)

 

//Elise C ♥

 

 

 

 

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Hi!

 

Today i was hoping to do a riding a lesson with my horse Toppur. But i ended up heading for work instead to work the morning shift. Ofcourse it's good to work as much as i can when i am home, but sometimes it's simply to bad. 

 

Although it actually was nice to be back and i had a nice day at work, and also ended up staying a while longer. 

 

And hopefully i will be able to ride a lesson on Wednesday instead with my little horse. Just to bad that no one took pictures today. Apperently my horse was very nice today and would have been fun to see some pictures. well well things don't always turn out as you hope them to, and sometimes it's good :)

 

//Elise C

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Tomorrow i will have a riding lesson. Long time ago now. Don't even remember last time or maybe but not when it was. That also means that it's way to long time ago i had a lesson. I have also been way to little in the stable. Have ritten only four or five times the last four months. So this year i hope will be different! :)

 

Here below are some pictures of me and my horse Toppur! :) Hopefully i will have somebody taking some pictures of me and Toppur or some other horse tomorrow :)

 

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WHen i was in the USA i found my way to one of my favorite stores called "Mandarin" a asian themed store with a lot of fun things. Last year i was in the store every time when i was in the mall and often more then one time. 

 

This time i only went there one time and found this picture and simply couldn't leave it!

 

Because it's not yet at it's end destination i decided to not take away the plastic just yet to protect it on the next trip!

 

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Now it's decided that i will move and where. I will move to the camping place within Östersund (Jämtland) where i will rent a apartment. The location is little furthur from the city which i like or not in the middle at least. I will always live close to the trotting horse arena which is quite nice. 

 

This also means a lower rent more freedom in a way because i could bring my dog but also live with some one else. And hopefully i am not the only person from my program living on the camping which is fun. I will also have a parking place which is not all bad now when i have a drivers licens. 

 

So right now i am really looking forward to moving!! It'll be nice to get away little bit from the concret walls every where!! :)

 

//Elise C 

 

 

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Winter in Sweden -> Not really it's like totally warm here. Cold weather not at all, and no snow what so ever. Instead it's drizzely and humet. And yes i have curly hair and this weather just simply makes it very curly xD

 

Here are some pictures: At least i have some volume! 

 

Hi!

 

Today started with some studying which was good and needed. After that i headed in to the city and meet a friend i haven't seen on a long time. Great to see her again!! Hopefully it wont be as long until i see her again :)

 

We have also had our relatives over for a late christmas dinner which was nice!! :)

 

Unfortunally i didn't take that many pictures which i would have hoped for but i guess i can't always work the camera.

 

Have a great evening!!

 

//Elise C 

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Here aresome pictures of what i was wearing on new years. i had a completly different plan at first, but then i didn't know the the theme for the party but quite happy what i acived anyways :)

 

New years look -> almost

Hi!

 

Yesterday i came home from the south of sweden. Directly when i had landed in Sweden after flying from the USA i got on the train and went down to Gothenburg to cellebrate New Year with friends from the South. 

 

A great night and a great new year. After new years i hung out with my friend that just like me went to Dille. She has now ended school and moved down again. Hopefully though i will see her in a couple of weeks again. 

 

Unfortunally i did not bring my camera on new year so no pictures to show but we had a great time!!! Great people and great party! We also whatched a movie in the morning before sleeping but i kind of started sleeping or at least partly during the movie haha xD

 

Just like i did during so many of the movies we whatched the following days. I guess i was kind of jetlagged and simply couldn't stay awake. Hehe!!

 

 

Hi!

 

I have during the last months had a problem with the memory on my "new" Mac book computer but now it's curred which is great!! It's not easy beeing new when it comes to Mac Book computers. But i am still learning and more and more every day! 

 

At least i still can stand the sometimes inconvinience of having a Mac. Because it is otherwise a quite fine computer. 

 

//Elise and MacBook Computer xD

 

 

Some things happens over and over again

Things you get, there is always more

Always one more of that same thing

At that store or wherever you got it.

 

There are although

something’s that only accrued one time in life

A memory for a lifetime

You only have one chance

Only a couple of hours’ to make the hours

Worth remembering

Some things so strongly connected

That never will be possible to replace

Never to make it the same way

 

For me i had a plan

Still many years to come

With hope bound to it

When things so highly connected just disappeared

Because that stupid someone

Simply just didn’t care

Enough to ask

Enough to leave it

 

That’s when you gone to far

Way over the margin

 

Yes this will have consequences

Both for me

And the person who saw

Those things not so much more

Then a peace of shit!

 

//Elise C 

 

Hi!!

 

Awsome that you can't leave anything at home at my parents house without a chance that basically everything will disappere and get thrown away. Really pisses me of at the moment. This is absolutly not the first time and it's just getting more and more enoyed every time it happens. I better just set what means something to me on fire or something because that will happen anyways!!

 

Ah so irritated. I want to find a new job have a steady income and get my own place and just leave my room empty next time i leave.

 

Soooo enoying!!

 

//Elise C