Hi!

 

Right now i am on my second night shift in a row. Today we also went over to summer time which means that i work an hour less then last night because the clock was set forward an hour. So far it has been a good and calm shift which is nice. 

 

So my shift ends in about 4,5 hours after this night shift i dont have any night shifts planed until next friday. Next friday i am working nigh for my first time at my newest work place. So thats something i am looking forward to. 

 

This week it was four weeks ago i moved down from the north of Sweden. Sience i came hom i have had the luck and possibility to work full time.

 

At this time last year i was in full search for a summer job and it´s great to not have to do that and already now know little bit how my summer will look like interms of when i am off and when i will be working. 

 

The time is soon reaching six a clock in the morning every body seems to be sound asleep exept for me and the birds that are making noices on the other side of the window. It´s also starting to get light again :)

 

//Elise C 

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Something that we get in touch with everyday is what you and i do and the difference between them. Sometimes what i do can be the exact same think like you do but how you see it can differ alot. 

 

A intresting fact, it´s many it is times easy to see what other people do wrong or simply do, and alot harder to realize or reflect over what you do yourself. 

 

Beeing a third person in these kind of situation gives you a little different perspective of some situations. Something i have been reflecting over the last days/week or so.

 

One thing that i have learned is that you never can become to aware of you do. Because the first step to change is to be aware, sometimes a change is a good thing and sometimes it´s enought to be aware. Alot depending on what it´s all about. 

 

This is something i belive that i have learned alot about the last three four years about myself. Even though i have not always been aware of what i do other people around me have been aware and talked about it not to be rude but to make me aware and give me the chanse to change if i find it relevant and nessecary. 

 

So great friends are not only great to have because they are great friends but also because they give you the chance to be aware and to change and develop in yourself. 

 

//Elise C 

 

 

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Nice with a weekend of i though - I got called in for two night shifts, but it´s also nice. To be honest i no longer think to much about when it´s weekends or week days. It´s basically the same. My work right now variates during all days of the of the week and all hours. from morning shift, afternoon shift and night shift. 

 

Only difference is that everything is open shorter hours or not at all during weekends and if you order something weekends dosen't count in delivery time. 

 

It´s also nice because i am sometimes off when no one else is and sometimes working when most people are. I also have alot of time to spend in the gym, out in the woods with the dog or just beeing at home eventhough i work quite a bit some weeks i still have time of to spend doing other things.

 

My goal right now is also to at least go to the gym 3 times a week this week i have been there one time so far. I was gonna go there today but plans got changed. 

 

Working alot also means getting to know new people and colleagues which i think is fun :)

 

 

//Elise C 

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Here are some pictures from my work:

 

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I am guessing i am starting to get a little cold. Although my voice dosn't sound to great i simply couldn't keep myself from sitting down and playing guitar and singing some. In the lower range it works fine but simply shouldn't try the higher one right now when my throuth is dry and and i have a cough. 

 

But hey it´s awsome to just sit and sing and play the guitar. I also checked up how to play "Let it go" one of the songs from the new disney movie "Frost"a movie i have not seen yet but one that's high on my list of movies that i have to whatch soon. :)

 

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Plans and planning my summer is taking place at the moment and i am starting to see how and what my summer will look like. This summer we don't have any plans of going on any vacation outside of Sweden nor any real vacation. 

 

This summer for me will mean alot of work hours and hopefully a great summer with only a couple of weeks vacation. My brother arrives in Sweden in June after have spent a year in the US. Actually something i am looking forward to. Saw him this christmas which was nice otherwise the family has been in many different places sience  the begining of August. 

 

Although in June we will again live under the same roof for a while. Something that for me will be very different because i have been living on my own for 3,5 years and so far lived at home for about a month but then only my parents around when they're not working which is quite often. 

 

Hopefully my adventure will start this fall/autum when me and a friend hopefully spread our wings and head of to England/Ireland for a periode of 6 months - 1 year. Something i am really looking forward to. What happens after that i have no clue about. 

 

two weeks off:

 

Even though i have plans on working alot during this summer i have planed to be of 1-2 weeks. The first week i will most likely spend my time working on a festival or a summer camp. The second week i will spend on a Iceland outiside of Swedens cost or in the south/North part of Sweden. That´s my plan so far. Possibly a little road trip or something little bit depending on if my plan works out or not. 

 

Some random pictures that hopefully describes what i will do when i am not working this summer. 

 

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the last three weeks i have been working almost full time. and many weekends. For me beeing of during weekends is less important because right now my main focus is school and work and i prioritize friends when i am off. 

 

Last week i went introduction at my new job and yesterday i was there again and got to know my schedual for this summer at my new job.

 

I also ended up on a picture in the local news paper about the job. Fourth day at work and already everyone who reads the paper know i work there. 

 

Here is the picture, not to charming i must say but hey does it really matter? not really i guess. 

// Elise Carson 

 

 

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I will start to variate in language when it comes to writting in Swedish / English. So from now i will writte more regulary in Swedish and some in English to ofcourse.

 

//Elise C 

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Idag har jag gått min första intro dag på mitt nya jobb. Ska börja jobba på Återvnings centralen i min kommun. Med de fullspäckade schemat de två senaste veckorna och möjligheterna med ett nytt jobb och nya erfarenheter och lärdomar så inser jag väl att det gällar att prioritera vad som betyder och vad jag anser viktigt och lägga annat på hyllan.

 

Kommer att plugga denna termin ut och läsa klart då två kurser jag nu läser. I och med att jag flyttade hem bestämde jag mig för att hoppa av en av de kurser som tillhör programet och fokusera min tid på jobb och annat.

 

Idag försöker jag balansera mellan två jobb, en vovve som jag vill lägga ner massor av tid på, en häst, och något typ av social liv någon gång i mellan allt annat som jag vill fokusera på. Mellan allt detta ska jag också plugga. Mitt stora intresse för mina projekt och min mer praktiskt lagda intressen som jag mer eller mindre varit hemmad till att göra det senaste halvåret börjar komma igång mer nu och något jag även vill lägga tid på. 

 

Med andra ord så är mitt schema/vardag i dagens läge ganska fullspäckat med saker och ting som ska göras och hinnas med. 

 

I höst blir det utomlands som gäller. Vill uppleva något nytt se något nytt och möta nya utmaningar! sträcka ut mina vingar, hoppa ut från stupet och hoppas att det bär!

 

//Elise C

 

Hi!

 

third and last night shift for this week. which is a total of 32,5 hours of night work where i also have to be awake!

 

So far it has gone very good. It's also my second weekend working. Although i had a couple of days of in the middle of the week which was nice.

 

I have more or less been working full time sience i moved home for two weeks ago. Tomorrow or actually today i also have some plan on going to the stable later on and take pictures during the riding course. It will be fun to see my horse written again and also get some more and new pictures of people riding i have only taken taken pictures of horses and riders like one time since i started studying so it will be fun. 

 

Monday through Wendsday i am doing introduction at my new job something i am looking forward to :)

 

//Elise C 

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in this post i will share some more pictures of my dog, just loaded my computer with the pictures from my phone 

 

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change of plans still working night but at another place. So i am working a 9 hour shift instead of a 13 hour shift.

 

Today i started with the gym after trying to sleep as long as possible, didn't work as good as i hoped it would but hey i am still aweak and the time is 3:30 am in the morning. 

 

Later on i also took a nice walk in the woods with my dog and then i drove to the stable and trained my horse.

 

Here are some pictures from my little walk with the dog :)

 

Hi!

 

Here is a little clip with some Perelli training strategies 

 

 

 

//Elise C

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Yesterday i meet up with some friends on the mideval bar Aifur in the city. Great music great people and nice to meet up with some friends. Very inspiring i must say!! Can´t wait for when my little friendy comes to sthlm which i hope she will next month and go there together with her. 

 

I also got very inspired to try to go to the mideval week in Gotland. Was actually thinking about it just the other day and tried to check up on some information about it. Would really love to go there but if it´s possible i get to wait and see :)

 

//Elise C

 

 

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Right now i am listening to a typical love song and kinda getting inspired. Long time ago i really feelt nervouse meeting someone close in the way that you react if you are kind newly in love with someone. I guess i am kinda inspired by the song and people i have meet the last days. 

 

Beeing in love with someone new is a fun and sometimes not that fun time. Constantly having to work with the situation to constantly be in it and at the same time trying to handel it in a good way so the person dosen't read you like a open book. 

 

Even though i am right now not really new:ely inlove with someone i still have that person in my thoughts and so on... 

 

 

 

Heey!

 

So the coming three days i will work night time so right now my goal is to turn the hours upside down to be able to do a good job the coming nights and stay aweak and not be tired :)

 

Looking forward to the nights with work, so tomorrow i will buy things to eat/drink during work. 

 

Today i have had a great riding lesson with my great little horse :) Went very well. 

 

I have also been planing my little vacation in the end of next month. Something i am really looking forward to. Right now it mostly feels like time is going to slow at the same time it's flying by sooo fast.

 

 

 

Hi!

 

Now when i am back home or well back down in the middle of Sweden is alot back on track again. The training of horse and dog is my number one priority if i don't count my jobs which ofcourse is a high priority just like school and studying. 

 

The training of my horse has gone forward and he is getting stronger and better for everyday he gets trained. Hopefully somebody could take some pictures of me while riding and training him. Would be great fun to have some new pictures of him and me :)

 

Here are some old pictures:

 

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Here are some pictures from when i was down in the South of Sweden some weeks ago. 

 

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Today has like so many other days been a work day. Which has been fun. Almost oversleep today. Basically woke up in the last minute which was good. Rather wake up with short time until i start instead of when i start. A good day at work.

 

I also got a phone call today and i got the other job i applied for which is very fun so i will do introduction next week :) Totally awsome i would say :)

 

I also took a long walk with my dog today which was very nice :)

 

Hi!

 

Written about this earlyer but on my other blog. totally and very inspiring. One day i would consider getting a dog to train in this way. Would be so awsome and a lots of fun!

 

 

 

 

 

//Elise C

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First work day after my move down again, quite tired now i must say. Started the day with gym and then helped my grandpa with a thing and then distance lecture, group discussion, walking dog a couple of times and then after some lunch i headed of two work. Nice! 

 

With other words have gotten quite a bit done today, right now my energy level is quite low and i should head for bed soon because my workday tomorrow starts early early. 

 

Nice to get going with work and looking forward to getting work in motion again. Also getting things together and in place again with everything i am working with right now to make it work. 

 

Hi!

 

A lot has change the this past week. From the south of sweden having fun, thinking clearing my mind kinda deciding what happens next. travelling 90 mils during the course of a couple of days, attending class, thinking like crazy and later making up my mind about moving. 

 

I basically made a 360 turn. from not at all wanting to move home to considering it and actually going through with it. Which also meant again travelling 60 miles down again the next day. 

 

Now i am home just getting to know that i got a B on my last test and the result of the other work i have been doing. Which also means i am completly done with last term. 

 

This term i have decided to study half time/ part time and work as much as possible. 

 

So now i sort of got a plan, and because of the result from the last exame and also been haning out with friends and my dog i feel more alive again for once. 

 

So damn nice!! I am everyday realizing the differences with living down here and living up north but hopefully i will figure out how to coupe with it and give my life som bigger reason. 

 

RIght now i am simply gonna try to do my best and then hopefully this autum/ spring 2015 i will go abroad for a while.